| Wow here go julie. I am almost like a senior i dunno ha. crazy. i need an internship for this summer and God will provide. Something i have been trying to grasp lately is our status in God. I am an heir. thats crazy. I am a son of God. I am part of God's family. I am part of a family with God. God wants to be my father. Okay, ya really repetitive, but i mean seriously that blows me away. I am in a family with God and He has a place for me to stay when i come home to Him some day. I have no clue as to what fabulous things i might be capable in heaven someday but i can imagine it will be pretty incredible. That is crazy my friends. I love God but to know that He will never fail me or stop loving me and wants me part as His family. Ya that comforting, there are no more problems here.
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| So its christmas day and santa decided that he would not come today... thats too bad, my mom tells me that he is coming wednesday but i think thats crazy that he would just do that. I am sad because i think santa thinks i have been naughty but i didn't even have coals. maybe he forgot me all together? its all a tragedy. So the holidays away from my girlfriend has been kinda tough, mostly because i want her to meet my family and come to my house which may not ever happen since we are moving soon. oh well such is life and i will live on like the rest of us. I think the Lord for giving us His son in the form of a baby from the womb of a women. He made himself very real to me and all of us and i am thankful for that.
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| I am done with my exams. the only one i thought i failed i got a 71 on so thats not too bad. i think i got a B- in the class, who knows we will find out grades soon enough. anyways, i hope i can keep the only one C+ streak alive, maybe add a few A's like 3?
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| So i guess today i realized i had some self confidence... i know gasp... but then i realized i shouldnt have it so then i got nervous. the thought was "what if i am not as cool as i really think i am?" Oc: Ya that would be bad news going to Krista's... i guess we will have to find that one out all in due time. three finals tomorrow... only one extreamly hard... should be fun, a blast, i am so excited. oh boy i love exams. sitting in the cold quiet room running my fingers through my hair. The pencil moving slightly back and forth in my slighly sweaty palms. The rotating of the pencil as i just rub away so much lead... and having to reposition it as i have a hard time gripping it. Getting to those questions where your like... i really dont know the answer... but i should answer something.... hmm what sounds like a good answer? I love that. I love the feeling of oh ya i remember seeing this in my studying somewhere... um too bad i cant remember it... because that would have just been too nice. Or you just got done answering a question and you realized you read it wrong and you get releaved because you can fix your answer. then you just feel so confident that you got it right. And then when that first person hands the exam in. oh boy if its you, you think either i nailed that test, or whats wrong... what did i miss... how come i got done first... maybe i should sit here a little longer and look over my answers because i obviously missed something. Or your the one thinking... oh man someone is already done... how many questions do i have? how smart am i? i wish i got the A that person just got. But then you finally get to hand in that exam and get to analyze how you did. you walk pondering to yourself not really wanting to talk, "what score do i think i got?" did i pass? can i even guess because it was so bad? or is it, who cares i am done yippee! Then it feels like cinder blocks just fall off your shoulders until you realize that you have to study for another exam and the fun begins... Yippee! exams exams oh how i love you...
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| So you ever think you aced an exam and then got it back and failed it? well check that off my to do list...
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